Bubu's File

Dear You

2010-10-18T18:37:00.002+08:00

Dear You,

I don't think I deserve such attitude from you.

Though you're so much educated, so much wiser, I still think I don't deserve such attitude from you.

Everyday you walk into the class, I pay my utmost respect to you.

Everyday you leave the class, I wish you a blessed day.

But you let me down, you broke me into pieces.

Pieces that I, myself feels that it's impossible for me to pick it up, one by one.. because the pieces just don't fit anymore.

You made me feel that I am the ugliest person in the whole wide world.

You made me think that I am such a sore loser among my friends.

You made me believe that I can never, never succeed.

You made me fall. And I fell so hard, I'm paralyzed.

Now, what do you expect from me?

Event made by Us.

2010-08-23T21:02:00.004+08:00

As most of you know, Taylor's University College host Media Carnival and Mass Colympic annually. For this year's media carnival, my classmates and I were assigned to organize the event and of course, it includes in our 50% final assignment.

On the day of the carnival, there will be a talent showdown where we sincerely invite all the dancers out there to compete for cash prizes and goodies sponsored a few well established organizations.

Besides that, we also have 10 blogshop booths covering the event, and FnB booths waiting for you to check out on that day!

So, please support our event by visiting us at Taylor's Lakeside Campus. Date will be announced soon!

Cheers, Bubu

LG.

2010-08-17T18:33:00.001+08:00

LG. Life's good.

Thirsty.

Prayer for Safety

2010-07-28T10:01:00.001+08:00

May it be known all over the world, that Satan, the prince of darkness is real! He disguises himself as the light, Entrapping and hauling the unprepared. He spreads the seeds of disruption, Then sits back, waiting to gather the crop. As I draw nearer to Jesus' fiery love, I also draw the evil of Satan's attacks. Jesus, protect me and my family from such great evil. Let not Satan or his friends approach me. Keep me under Your harmonious auspice, for I am Your follower of righteousness! - Advantages (2010)

you.

2010-06-21T20:42:00.001+08:00

I dont mind if my relatives around the globe are talking bad about me. All I ever cared is YOU, who used to live under the same roof with me, CARE how I'm feeling. What am I to you anyway? A less fortunate girl who happens to be walking on this sphere that Lord happened to name it.. Earth?

Bamster

2010-06-15T21:56:00.003+08:00

i actually love cute lil hamsters, especially those holding flowers with their two lil paws.

awww.

jaws drop

2010-06-15T15:12:00.002+08:00

*jaws drop* this photo really reminds me of the time where we log in to our portals and check our final exam results. LMAO. Cute hor? *jaws drop*

Kosong

2010-06-15T12:52:00.002+08:00

& now I love my blog even more! Check out the new layout :)

XOXO man!

Rants

2010-06-15T12:46:00.003+08:00

So far, I did not spend much time with my friends but I did spent quality times with my family. Going to the morning market has never been better. I enjoy the morning breakfast with mum just as much as I enjoy shopping.

Also, knowing me, I have not really let go all of my shopping habits. The usual shopping habits has led me to own lots of leggings, bags, clothes and shoes. OMGoodness.

Talking about job and earning my own pocket money? Not yet. Hmm.

Tumblr reverts.

2010-06-14T12:50:00.002+08:00

Hi.

New Tumblr Account. http://xoxobubu.tumblr.com

Old and rusty http://bubutiong.tumblr.com has been removed.

Thanks for following and please start following my new tumblr account.

Toodles.

Childhood Book

2010-06-09T13:13:00.004+08:00

The last time I went through my childhood photos were probably years ago. I did not remember how much I love staring at those photos until moments ago. I was cleaning up my shelves and came across a basket full with photos. Curious as I can be; as I had totally no idea what those photos were about, I went through those photos one by one.

I loved all of them, simply reminds me how wonderful life can be.

This picture was my sister's favorite. I was scared then, you can tell.

And with this photo, it simply helps to prove the princessie in me. The sofa was my favorite spot and I really loved Cinderella and bunny and doggies .. and carebears.

Then, I already know how to camwhore like a rockstar. LMAO man!

Them. My boyfriends. =)

I never want to get rid of that dress! It was my favorite. STILL!

This picture definitely showed the happiness in me. I didn't know I looked good in red dresses then. Haha!

...

There are more photos of me when I'm little. If you want to view more of it, divert to my Facebook photo album named under " Times when my mommy tucks me into bed".

So there. An update. Next post will be about ... IDK. ah yes, Klang photos! :)

Toodles ♥

Something New?

2010-06-06T19:44:00.004+08:00

HI!

I found a new hobby.

Please do ignore the half way hanging out bra. *heh heh heh*

As far as I could remember, I have not complete any single task that I intended to complete on the first week of hols. None was touched!

& how I always dream and tell everyone that I am going to repaint both rooms of my sister and mine and for the 100th time, I am still under dilemma on which color to pick. I don't think I want to choose any shades of pink as I have been living in a pink room for almost... 5 years? and I swear, for real, I rolled my eyes everytime I see the miserable pink and lilac walls. So no pink, yeah. I have a few colors in mind though, dark royal purple, light yellow, or brown. IDK.

So far, this is what plastered on my mine at the moment. Hence, new hobby?

World Milky Day

2010-06-01T17:47:00.002+08:00

Happy World Milk Day!

Have you had your glass today?

I had my chocolate milk just split seconds ago :P

The Root Meaning of Love

2010-06-01T17:34:00.002+08:00

That's it.

Hols Getaway: Historical, yet Magical ...

2010-05-31T09:45:00.004+08:00

Malacca, best known for its unforgettable history and the heritage river that has brought lots of significant trades. To me, Malacca is not just a mere town with full of histories but also a town with lots of good and yummy foods!

The hotel that my family and I stayed in was Equatorial Hotel. We requested the new renovated Premium Room which surprisingly comes with a day bed in it. I believe we all know that day bed is me and my sister's weakness.

The day bed could actually fit both of us, thus, no fighting for who gets the day bed first. The window blinds can be rolled up and there we'll get the view of wonderful streets of Malacca. The best time for us to catch the scenery is at night, where all the lights are up! I remembered when we were clueless on where to go, we went to the window and see which road is the most crowded one. From there, we make our decisions. :) It's really better than GPS!, and I am really for real :)

Rating for the hotel: ★★★✰✰Talking about GPS, the GPS installed in my sister's phone should be leading us to Malacca. Infact, we ended up somewhere close to Morip, few kilometers before Port Dickson, in between many palm oil plantations and also, a few local cemeteries. Did I mentioned that the roads are one lane and only ONE WAY all the way? It was a scary adventure and it took us more than two hours to realise that we were actually heading to the wrong direction.

So we reached Malacca four hours and a half later. SIGH!

The moment we crossed over the Malacca Gateway, we quickly went for food hunting. Our first stop was Jonker 88 - no pictures was taken. we were busy eating then.

Then, after checking in, we drove around and found this beach look-a-like thing. There's a name for it but I couldn't recall. It was windy. I like it and I wish I could stay longer.

Dinner time. Of course, who wouldn't want to taste the Famosa Chicken Rice Ball? Its shop located at Jonker Street, just right across Jonker 88.

So far, the balls are good. However, it did not amazed me as I still prefer KL's chicken rice.

Malacca Chicken Ball Rice is sooooo overrated. Rating: ★✰✰✰✰

The highlight of this trip would be meeting a group of teens that found my sister's phone and took the trouble to return it back to us. Thank you guys so much!❤

So far, along with my mother and sister, this trip has brought me lots of smiles and laughters that stunningly, washed away miserable moments that I had plaster on me for the past months. I can't wait for the next getaway!

Cheers.

Ice-breaking

2010-05-06T14:05:00.002+08:00

Do we look alike?

This is Adrien, my bestfriendforever.

So long for now.

Homemade-video Caught Men Burning Dog Alive

2010-05-05T21:36:00.003+08:00

A post inspired by MDDB Organization and Adrien Premier.

Let's stop talking about Coach bags and cute wristlet for a while. Let's talk about something more serious, something we Malaysians should be ashame of.

Today, I came across a homemade-video of few men burning a dog alive!

Throughout the fifty-four sec clip, I was constantly disturbed by the cries and screams of the poor frighten puppy. The little white puppy was so frighten, I can smell it. It tried to run away, but failed because it was tied or chained. Poor little white puppy. When the crazy men light up the fire, the puppy was struggling to put off the fire, but failed. The clip was halfway cut, so I don't know whether it survived or not. Whatever it is, one thing that I am very sure of that I know God will punish them, and that they will suffer 10 times worse. And for God will provide to the poor little white dog, we shall help to create awareness and stop animal abuse.

I have no idea how to upload the clip in my blog because it was shared on my Facebook Wall and my FB account is set to private. Sigh.

Want to know the ugliest part of the clip? Those men speaks Malay and was laughing out joy when they are burning the puppy. Could they be one of us?

R.I.P ; You Both Are Irreplaceable

2010-05-05T13:19:00.004+08:00

Back in 2008, my dear friend Jinn gave me two male hamsters as a gift. I was so excited to own them. However, my mother was not pleased with the whole idea of having them at home. So, I only had them for a day.

I left them with Adrien after that. He took care of my gay hamsters. Soon they got married and I decided to name them after my sisters' friends, Stanley and Kevin.

I can simply differentiate both hamsters easily because Ham-Kevin is fatter and lazier and that it eats alot where Ham-Stanley is the skinnier, who likes to play with the wheel 24/7 and drinks alot of water. I love them alot.

Not long after that, Ham-Kevin died. I didn't know why. :( And recently, Ham-Stanley has been very depressed after its gay partner died. It does not eat nor drink, and has this weird tumor growing on its tiny leg; which has become 20 times the size of its leg (it cant really walk anymore) I believe that Ham-Stanley died due to severe depression and the stupid tumor on its leg.

Adrien is ten times happier because he can finally get rid of the gay hamsters of mine.

R.I.P Gay Hamsters of mine. I love you both. You are as if my BFF.

and this lovely dog.

Its name Twinkle, pet of my dear friend Ashley Danielle Wong. She died too.

R.I.P 28 April 2010.

I loved her too.

Proud of Y♥U

2010-05-05T11:01:00.006+08:00

click to enlarge ♥

Semester 3 has planted alot of new knowledge in me. I've learnt how to identify a good advertising, the process of publishing our own magazine, create and ad for a product, newsletters, writing a resume, conducting a productive research and most importantly, coming up with a RESEARCH REPORT.

Many of us were drown with the reports earlier, however, most of us succeed in coming up with good reports. I am glad, for everyone of us.

Above is one of the many assignments that I've completed for this semester. Credits to Zharif Nizar, Cheryl Lee and Lee Yee Low!

Ouick Reviews: Coach Bargain

2010-05-05T10:36:00.004+08:00

I recently found another online shopping blog that sells coach bags from US. ♥

How Do I Purchase?

All you have to do is just email ( coachbargains@gmail.com ) your reservation and make your payment within the three days starting from the day you place your reservation. Reservation of the product will be cancelled otherwise.

The seller COD items purchased above RM500, but only within Kuala Lumpur. Read Terms and Conditions at Coach Bargains!

Compared to the previous website that I have reviewed, I personally think this website provides more variety of collections. Also, prices are cheaper. ♥

Quick Review: Handbag Mania

2010-05-04T21:22:00.005+08:00

Something I happily want to share with you all

If you have huge fetish on handbags, but not able to afford it. Especially the branded ones that cost a few thousands.

Here's the solution: United State + Factory Outlet + Online Shopping = The Bag and You :)

I personally like to view bags from this website HonCho.

About Honcho website.

Runs by a young working lady, who travels to US very often. She would take pre-orders of latest handbag designs before she leaves Malaysia. Check out her flying dates.

Also, she has a handful of collections. Mostly Coach bags. Many had had experience buying with her and so far many people said she is efficient.

The price are obviously cheaper because most of it are purchased from Factory Outlet stores. From my observation, bigger bags has more discounts compared to small wristlets and pouches. The prices displayed are all mostly being referred to the Pavilion Coach Boutique.

Check the website out as it gives out great discounts. It makes me happy, seeing colorful bags. I wonder how you feel?

Girls' Fetish

2010-05-04T19:21:00.003+08:00

Talking about girls' fetish, well, I didn't really get to talk about what I really like and enjoy doing, as a girl.

Like others, I love chocolates and ice-creams, despite the total fats that I will gain.

I also enjoys drawing and coloring. No, I can't really draw human figures and all. But I am quite good with flowers and swirls and... maybe butterflies and dragons :) Maybe I should say I love doodling and not... drawing?

Apart from that, I really love reading fiction books. There are a few authors that write great stories and journals. Mitch Albom, author of Tuesday with Morrie and Five People You Meet in Heaven are one of them. His latest book published this year, Have a Little Faith has already become one of my favourite books. Not to forget, Cecelia Ahern writes alot of wonderful fairytale kind of feel stories too!

hmmm.

okay, im bored updating already. I need to take a nap. Later.

God Whispers

2010-03-30T22:32:00.004+08:00

I am not ready to talk about my experience of being a Christian but I believe I have made another step in getting to know God better. TQ to LY, Cher + Jeff for the encouragement. You just don't know how much it changes my life, in the greatest way of course. Now I have something to look forward to: CF Meetings. How can you hesitate something wonderful like that? =)

Lord, I need you... more that words can say.

Effort

2010-03-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

As old folks are saying “you just have to learn from your very own mistake”. Maybe it’s the millennium generation’s thinking; my best friend and I personally believe that we don’t need to learn from our very own mistake.

Perhaps?

Instead of waiting for ourselves to fall and learn, we can learn from other people’s mistakes... actually. Why wait for yourself to fall when you can actually climb higher with your very own effort?

Do you actually know how much a pinch of effort can bring you? Effort is just like your water supply when you climb a rocking stiff mountain. See you see it clearer now?

Oh well, so where do I start now? Gather my efforts that I have scattered it all around earlier and get all my things done!

Good luck mates.

Blah blah blah

2010-03-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

In many situation, I would feel stupid. Today, I felt like a brilliant star that can't wait to outshine others.

I know, bitchy.

Anyway, I have shitloads of papers to be completed by end of next week. & also, thanks to thoso who sent me lovely encouraging msges when I was sick last week "mwahhhh"

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

I guess its the PMS

2010-03-10T20:53:00.004+08:00

Someone that takes promises so serious that he or she even blogs about it, could actually break their promises?

Funny?

Not really.

This really sucks because my period is coming and I'm very sure I'm going through PMS badly. I'm grumpy and extra sensitive.

Now, why did you all do this to me? Why?

Yer....

Anyway, something to laugh about. :)

Caption: LeeYee Low's future boyfriend portrait and Nat admiring my post-it-note! :)

GG soundalike

2010-02-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

How would you feel when you got invited to your bestfriend's party, and on the eve of the party, you just found out that you were dis-invited indirectly?

Send me your thoughts to bubu.tiong@gmail.com because I would love to know whether my level of furiousness is acceptable or not.

Wondering-lah

2010-02-17T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hello? Hello?

I wonder if my blog is already dead, or still surviving.

Wrapping December Together.

2009-12-28T21:53:00.004+08:00

This year's Christmas eve was not properly planned. Somehow, I think my friends enjoyed throughout the outing. I was a little bit grumpy that day because I did not get any Xmas presents. (no, addy did not get me presents) But anyway, Andy made up my day after giving me his favourite shades as xmas gift, followed by Lee Yee telling me that she got me a late xmas gift too. LOL. Of course, a promise is a promise, I am still in the middle of searching for you guy's super late xmas gift (also for you, addy :P )

Then of course, things got even better when I got to know that my big brother - currently resides in Aussie, bought me something for xmas. Wooooohooo !

Come to think now,
I'm actually a one big fat greedy bitch.
*giggle*

*My Christmas did not just end there. I had plenty of embarrassing stories to tell but would want to keep it to myself first, until I could finally recover, and get over it. LOL Guys, you know what I'm talking about :P *

Nuff of loveeeee. Happy Holidays!

BFF Retreats II

2009-12-11T23:15:00.006+08:00

It's eleven minutes pass eleven at night and I'm still brightly awake. I know this sounds a little bit different but right now, all I could think of doing is to update my blog and also to beautify my blog.

Its not crazy, it's just obsessive.

So since I'm such a boring person, and somehow it reflects my beloved precious blog, I have decided to talk more about today's Bff Retreat.

The picture above, obviously a candid shot of us. I struggled big time climbing up and of course, michelle is having trouble supporting me! LOL, its either she's skill-less or the cause of my fat-ness.

After times of epic failure, we finally manage to get on pose for the frame.

And this one. Ohhh this one cost a bomb. We had Addy to hold the camera and us to jump into the pool. EPIC FAIL lah. lol

Michelle didn't get the jumping pattern she wanted. All banyak cacat. LOL

So there. There are plenty more pictures but most of them are too personal so we have decided to just keep it to ourself.

Love.

BFF Retreats

2009-12-11T20:56:00.005+08:00

Hello.

I had a swimming session with my bffs today and I just successfully gotten myself 5 tones darker as a souvenir.

Not to mention, trick or treat with the stupid cat that hides inside the sauna room; causing unnecessary screams that I made.

And plenty of drama behind the car bonnet. Ohh yes, There are too many people in the car, so I asked Mich to put us behind her bonnet. Feels like a home back there :)

Oh baby, the line of souvenir I got myself in.
More photos will be updated in Facebook and Myspacey.

Toodles ♥

Suddenly, Singapore is not that kiasu

2009-12-09T21:06:00.006+08:00

The purple paper and blue booklet makes my heart beats faster. Every breathe you take, every glance you make - to the right to check on your best friend's expression, then to the right to make sure your girlfriend is doing good, or may sometimes look behind to check your all time rival whether he or she is worried or panic. Every second counts, the clock ticks faster than usual. Or it could work the other way round - when you totally have no clue on how to answer the question.

Its like a million dollar race when the lecturer finally utters the full sentence of "You may start now"- suddenly, everyone tends to pick up the pen faster than usual.

Some would go on with a grumpy look - me - some just simply enjoy doing the paper. When you are in the exam hall, you feel like going to the washroom 10 times more regular than usual but would rather wait till the very last minute.

Why.
Then,
When results are out, everyone of us tend to be so kiasu.

"what's your result?"

"how's result?"

"you tell me first"

"no, you tell me first lah"

"aiyoh, dont tell lah"

=.=

Hmmmm... what's my point anyway? AHHHH, i know.

RESULTS ARE OUT!

Everlasting Love?

2009-12-08T09:51:00.004+08:00

In my point of view, everlasting love do exist *high five jeremy*. No, I am not talking about the puppy love you had with a high school charm, or a crush you had over a pretty girl in college. Everlasting love does not exist in any of those situation. If it does, you are the exception. A one in a billion. But I can assure you, 9.5 out of 10 people would stay firm telling you that everlasting love does not exist. Yes, it does not exist because you all are talking about the cheap loves you guys picked up over a night, or a plastic one you had for only a few months.

Yes, I know. Love is so great that you get blinded by it every once in a while. Even if your girlfriend is a pathetic hooker or your boyfriend is a jerk, you tend to overlook all the flaws and love them entirely. How sweet.

Love is everywhere. It is all depend on you whether you pick the right or the wrong one. Yes, in times, you or even ME picked the wrong one over the right one. But how do we tell which is right or wrong?

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delike in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. - 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

See, get what I mean? You can never find someone that see love the way the verse above describe. Romeo and Juliet never exist.

The only one that could love you patiently, kindly and does not envy you but only be proud and happy for you is your one and only family. Okay, maybe I might want to narrow down a bit, your parents - daddy and mommy. Remember the times when they stood by you when your teacher scolded you for not passing up your homework (even though it was clear that you totally forgot to do) ? Or the times when your daddy went in straight to your classroom and scolded the naughty boy that took your eraser? How many times your mother stood by you when you screw up something real bad?

We are all so blinded with the love we had with unnecessary people that we have totally forgotten the greatest love God has gave us. Our parents are the one that is irreplaceable. Bullshit if you say your boyfriend is irreplaceable. Truth is, you'll find someone to replace them in less than a year. Am I right or am I right?

We never love them 24 hours a day because in times, they restrict us to do this and that. I wanted to own a mobile when I was thirteen but I was not allowed. I hated them, telling everyone that they don't love me at all. But their love for me was never ending. No matter how bad I treated them, they were there for me when times were rocky. See? Would anyone besides your family do that? I believe, with friends, there are love, but there are limitations and boundaries as well. It works the same with boyfriends and girlfriends too.

For me, the only person that could provide you everlasting love is your family and God.

So long Romeo, you are out of my dictionary :P

mini countdown

2009-11-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

3 more days till the big day.
hang on tight peeps.

Glimpse that kills

2009-10-30T08:12:00.002+08:00

A glimpse of sight and here I am; sitting at the corner of semester2. Semester2 has came to an end, 6 more hours to be precise. So many things I've learnt, yet so many more to gain. Semester2 has made me tougher, whether in friendship or studies. I find it hard to accept truths but hey, no one says truth is pretty because they were meant to be ugly.

So, what's next? :)

nonsense.

2009-10-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

I know I should be doing my assignment or at least, studying for my upcoming MPP quiz.
HOWEVER. I can't, because I have someone, intimidating me right infront of my face. Rubbing it on my face.

Hey, I don't like you and I am glad you're moving out, or maybe I'll be gone by the time you realise how annoying and crazy you can be. So long.

Liverpool my love

2009-10-26T10:46:00.002+08:00

There is only one reason why I am so fishing loyal to Liverpool.
Go Liverpool! :) Keep up the good work.
This post is dedicated to the person that forced me to wear Man U tshirt last night.

Lambshank is sho fat!

2009-10-21T18:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a nightmare, today turned out to be a beautiful day painted with joy and fun!

I was invited by a stranger to go for his fine dining service. I was in the state of reluctance until he told me that its okay to bring a friend along. So I brought Zhaf along.

We had lambshank.
But Zhaf ate my portion,

that's why he is so fat. :(

Football <3.

2009-10-08T09:10:00.003+08:00

When Liverpool meets Manchester United.

<3.

PS : I'll jump to Man U once in a while,

just to make you happy.

I know

2009-10-08T08:09:00.004+08:00

I know I am not the only one going through hard times; right now, at the moment. I am aware of the things I have done, some good some bad. I know in times when I am hurt, when I am emotional, I tend to hurt the one who trusted me, the one who loved me as for who I am. I know I could be a total bitch when it comes to changes. Truth is, people change. To be a better person or not, whether to seek the deep side of themselves, it is just another personal encounter which most people go through. I am going through it.

My life is like a movie. Do u prefer the uncensored version or otherwise?

Talk to me.

Food

2009-10-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

I am writing this post at Kaki Corner, somewhere around Cheras. The giant orange juice which only cost 5.50 bucks is as good as the fried scallop which I'm eating now. Munching like a hamster, I realise, a friend of mine is enjoying his dinner too. Pizza Hut. He is stuffing 2 large stuffcrust and 1 large and regular pizza. OMFG. Isn't that alot? I think the food he eats in a day could feed a village of kids.

Okay, what's next? It's 9.49pm now and my orange juice is nothing close to quarter finished.

Hello KLCC Park

2009-10-02T13:50:00.004+08:00

Behind this picture, there are

constant frowns
regular swearings
coffeeshop exposure
raining sweats
microwave oven feel alike weather

Anyway, this is one of the many frames taken by Michelle for her course assignment. More in facebook.

Life is a bitch, as bitchy as Megan Fox

2009-09-25T08:34:00.004+08:00

Life's a bitch, especially when it comes to what I am going through now. People might label me an Emo bitch, but hey, it's just me. Why would you want to judge me? I believe there is a reason for someone to get emo, and duh, definitely going through bad times. So then again, why would you want to shoot right infront of that someone's face, remind her how awful her life is? Seriously, when I'm emo, I don't need that. I seriously, appreciate the feedbacks and comments, but no, I am not happy with how you approach me and the way you convey the message to me. Sometimes, it's not me or anyone else, it's so obvious that it's just you going through bad times, and you flame all the fuck shits on us. Enough is enough.

I HAD ENOUGH.

Karl Marx

2009-09-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

Struggling in understanding Karl Marx's theory? Here, let me help you. ♥

Credits to Hazique. He knew I was about to go crazy; understanding theories.

Again, me no likey this topic.

So he did what he's best at, painting my hope for tomo's paper with the colors of the world.

Fattest like ever.

2009-09-15T12:35:00.004+08:00

Today is Tuesday. I have covered ICC Assignment and at least a few chapters of CTR.

WHAT A FAT LIE, I KNOW.

...

I woke up and I realise it's Tuesday today. Holy shit. So the covered chapters and complete assignments are just dreams. =( I am still stuck with ICC Assignment and none of the chapters of CTR i covered. Now, that's the truth.

Somehow, I believe that habits will never go away from oneself. It sticks around till the very end of your pathetic college lifey. Take me for an example:

I did my MPP Assignment last minute: i basically crumpled a whole shit of 2 months work into a 1 week work, or maybe 3 days... okay fine, 2 days! and it turned out nasty. *cryoutloud*

See, I never change! I am a true procrastinator! I believe one day I will be awarded "The Ultimate Procrastinator" *evil laugh*

Okay, so now I'm at college. Done my ICC revision. Got my MPP exam results: me no likey the results but I cannot whine about it too.

What's next? EXAMS!

Good luck dolls!

Dark Choco heals Emo

2009-09-13T10:38:00.003+08:00

I ♥ dark chocolate.

I had a whole pack of Bliss Dark Chocolate.

So, I don't think next week will be an emo week :)

I'm immune to the emo-emo thingy.

P/s: Mindy, I missed you so badly. It's mid-term already, remember?

Wong Hei in my class!

2009-09-10T23:49:00.002+08:00

Dear Jeffery,

This is for you, as promised! :)

May I have your autograph? Puhhhhh-leeeeasseeee??? *giggle*

xoxo,

Bubu

Mid-night oil

2009-09-08T20:09:00.004+08:00

If only slacking on weekends aren't my hobby.

Oh well, things could have turn out better.

Bubu ♥ studying in the middle of the night.

Adrien the drawer, NOT YET.

2009-09-08T08:24:00.002+08:00

Thank God I'm such a forgiving person. See what my bestfriend did to me.

Yes, that's me. According to him, he did his best. So, should I forgive and forget, or revenge and reverse the role? *evil laugh*

Jakarta Advice

2009-09-06T22:35:00.007+08:00

Hello Malaysia, this is Jakarta !!!

I touched Jakarta on the 28th of August 09; Merdeka holiday. Oh wait, Happy Belated Merdeka to MY! So far so good. Jakarta is such a busy city.

If you think Sg Wang area is crowded and jam, oh well, wait till you experience Jakarta. In Jakarta, they have massive jams which made me came up with this hypothesis: you'll reach faster if you walk. But then of course you can't walk because there isnt a shopping belt. The malls are all scattered around the city. No good.

But, the malls are awesome, on its self. Favourite mall list (1) Senayan City (2) Grand Indonesia (3) Senayan City (4) Grand Indonesia. Dont bother going to Mangga Dua unless you're intended to get imitation LV bags for 18RM.

I'm quite neutral when it comes to food, however, I felt that the food seved in my hotel was just fair. Nothing above average.

Though it has average food, the hotel interior and exterior design is "FU-A-MAK". Junk foods I give 5 star cos I found my fav!

What else? Cabs are like ultimate roller coaster. Don't need to pay 70 bucks to get in to Genting Outdoor theme park, cos you'll get the same adventurous feeling in the cab. Remember to prepare exact change for the cab. They practice "keep the change" all the fucking time, even if the change is 30 bucks.

One last thing. Clubs are closed on the month of Ramadhan.

Thank you.

Why Smoking?

2009-09-06T05:09:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine told me that most smokers aren't entirely happy with their life.

Is it true?

Speak to me.

Till then,

Bubu is off to bed at 5.11am in a Sunday morning!

I Dont Care.

2009-09-06T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hi, I am a Malaysian chinese and I don't have korean fetish. No, not even cuteboybands.

Okay, I seriously never thought I would say this but I kinda got hooked up with this korean song: I Don't Care by 2NE1. However, I only listen to the covers of this song. WHY?

Here are some links/videos to share :)

I Don't Care by Yale

I Don't Care by Natalie Chai

Slap me, will ya?

2009-08-27T12:29:00.000+08:00

Can someone slap me and tell me that the due date for my

ASSignment is on the

2nd of SEPTEMBER 09?

*slap slap*

why oh why am i practicing the art of procrastination?

p/s: i am missing something!

Tonight, ohhh tonight.

2009-08-27T12:05:00.000+08:00

Tonight will be a busy night. I have to finish up my broadcast writing essay, my pathetic marketing paper, my childish poster of a earth that looks like a lollipop and some corporate comm and comm theory and research paper. Oh, and and.... I need to PACK! Yes, i'll be flying to the wonderful polluted city of JAKARTA. And yes, I know, its the "RIGHT" time for me to get away right?

Oh well, I wonder if I'm able to sit for my marketing quiz this coming Tuesday; pass with flying colors.

Wish me luck dolls!

Loveeeee,

Bubu the pretty Ponty :)

Rainy Wednesdays

2009-08-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

Rainy Wednesdays isn't my favourite day. Because....

I will have PMS. Hence, dull morning.

This is me PMSing and Nat hyper-ing

semesterTWO

2009-07-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Imagine a hot babe with super short mini skirt, riding a shocking red Ducati... That's me! Oh well, dreaming. In reality check no 139, I can be the hot babe with super short mini skirt, riding my dad's kiap chai. That sounds real to me :) ..... and random.

...............................................

Phew. First class of Marketing Principle and Practice. It was more like panic attacks everytime she utters a word. However, to me, she's not as bad as what we all thought. We'll see.

Feels so good to meet up and hang out with them again. I now feel normal again. But at the same time, I wish I get to wake up at 8am, which means indirectly missing holidaysssssssssssss!

Zhaf's bad thoughts!

2009-07-27T09:13:00.000+08:00

Dear readers,

Zhaf thinks my boobs are flat!

xoxo,

the flat chest author.

Give way.

2009-07-20T12:20:00.000+08:00

Monday morning - I am driving to college, at 8.59am.

Accompanied by major traffic jams and loud honks. In split seconds, I feltl the boredom of driving from Cheras to PJ. I turned on the radio but it's rather boring, so I diverted to the player. Skipped to Song 2; one of my favourite Jiwang made me turn the volume even louder. As I reached the trafic light, I repeated the song again; so I could sing along. Doubtless, I turned the volume even louder and never bother to check the side and back mirror.

The song was played so loud till I did not realise that there was an Ambulance behind me. I don't know how long have I been blocking its way. I panicked as I see everyone in sight are shouting at me, asking me to move to the side. I was scared. I quickly put on the left signal and give way.

Sigh.

Again, I really don't know how long have I been blocking the Ambulance's way. What if he or she couldn't make it? Then, it would be my fault because if I were to be alil bit more alert, he or she could or might survived. Well, I don't know but I'm praying hard, hoping he or she would be fine.

I guess I'll just stick with low volume and not go more than 40 cos I'll never know how much this could cause a persons' life.

Till then,

Bubu doesn't want to drive for the time being.

Happy Birthday

2009-07-17T11:28:00.001+08:00

Hello, fourty years from now, i'll probably look like this :)

ZHAF aka JUMBO

this is you, 40 years from now :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Happy 19th Birthday Michelle!

2009-06-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday! Michelle is now officially 19! Which makes me feel a lil bit better as I won't be the only 19 years old brat among us. *Phewwww*

Michelle has been planning this party since few weeks ago and I know most of us were just as excited as she is. *or maybe its just me*

Oh well....

So these are the photos of us crashing her party :)
Heheheee...

This is us playing the poker-true-or-dare game.
& that's Jien with the peace sign :)

Then, PanPan and I got caught gossiping while
Michelle the Boss busy entertaining her just arrived friends :)

It was time for cake!
Jien the great posing with the cake.

I, the kehhhpohhhh wanna help with the candle thingy.
Jien must think i'm the most annoying girl walking on earth! :P

So I sedar diri and let them do the rest.

The candles were all lighted up but the
birthday girl went missing.

"Michhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllleeeeeeeeeee!
Faster larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!"

Tummy filled.

So we resume our game. Yes, the same game. =X

Jien was asked to lick K Vin's finger!

Took another shot and....

I was asked to kiss PanPan =)
(That was easy!)

After that, PanPan was asked to hug KVin for 10 seconds.

And I kene again, but this time, this time was hard.
I was asked to kiss Jackie from her neck - ear =(

Hmmmm....

Oh yeah! this is funny too. Adrien and Jackie's turn!
She was asked to carry Adrien... ngek ngek ngek

It was almost 1 when we finish the game. Most of us needed to go home.
So, we had our last photo.

=) ............ ??

OHHHHH!! No...! That's the candid one!

There......

<3>

Smelly and Flatten

2009-06-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

I found Howie's smelly flatten teddy bear!
:)

p/s: I straighten my hair and I look like an alien with cloth on their head.

No, you don't need a bra?

2009-06-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

I have a sister. She kept telling me "no, you don't need a bra. you don't need one especially when you are wearing smock dresses"

hmm...

I have another sister. She kept saying "no, you must always always always wear a bra!"

So my question is, do I really need a bra?

Online Registration for Sem 2

2009-06-17T14:58:00.000+08:00

This is a convo between Cher and I.

bubu the marvelous ♥♥♥ says:
i say like that in that email can ar?

bubu the marvelous ♥♥♥ says:
I was told to go online and register myself for Semester 2. However, the registration has closed when I went into the student portal. I was not aware of this online registration until I came back from a long vacation in Bali ( which was after the online reg deadline ).

bubu the marvelous ♥♥♥ says:
sounds weird though

cheryl. | dream BIG. ( : says:
it's okay laa.. quite formal, don't sound lyk you.. haha.. but mmg gotta formal abit wan this kinda thing

bubu the marvelous ♥♥♥ says:
hahahaha

bubu the marvelous ♥♥♥ says:
then.. how only sound lke me?

cheryl. | dream BIG. ( : says:
helllooo, bubu here.. so so sorry that i didn't register the subjects online because i was in bali! .... ... something lyk that.. hahaah

bubu the marvelous ♥♥♥ says:
HAHAHAHHAHA!

bubu the marvelous ♥♥♥ says:
HAHAHAHAH!!!!!

Haihz. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWW???

Private Practice Season 2: Cliffhanger

2009-06-17T11:53:00.000+08:00

Private Practice is a spin-off of the popular tv series, Grey's Anatomy.

PRIVATE PRACTICE SEASON 2 IS SUCH A CLIFFHANGER!

CLIFFHANGER!
CLIFFHANGER!
CLIFFHANGER!
CLIFFHANGER!
CLIFFHANGER!
CLIFFHANGER!
CLIFFHANGER!
CLIFFHANGER!

They ended the season with Violet being attacked by one of her patient, which believes that the baby Violet's carrying is hers. She was about to cut her with surgery knife alive, which would probably results in Violet dying.

OR

1) Pete came to rescue
2) Cooper turn back and be with Violet

Sigh, I can't wait to watch Season 3. I heard its coming out this fall.

Oh and yeah, below is Tim Daly.
He is my favorite. :)
and also Violet's man.
Okay, Violet is my favorite too.
and.. Dell, and .. Addison and Cooper!

I AM...?

2009-06-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hi people!

I am emotionally frustrated.
I am counting the days down because I can't wait to go to Sem2.
I hate my phone.
I want to sell my phone at the price of 700bucks.
I love Howie's phone; his 8th Iphone. *GRIN*
I am angry.
I hate my hair; then I love my hair back. Now I hate it.
I am lazy.
I have low stamina and I am curious because back then, I am good at sports.
I love to travel and I want to go to Singapore asap!
I want to go to Melaka and have bottomless Heineken.
I am sad.
I am lonely.
I want to be happy.
I have alot of bags.
I am sleeping in a very dirty room.
I have not been cleaning, anything.
I wear dirty clothes.
I own more than 3 pairs of Burkin.
I love pink.
I am not a bimbo but someone is trying to tell me that I am.
I am a pussy because I dare not confront the person that annoys me the most.
I confronts people that does not need to be confronted.
I hate my hair, again.
I still..... hate my hair.
...
...

I love my family. I love my friends.
I am mad at someone,

and he is on his way to my place ... now.

I Love Bali

2009-06-10T16:26:00.000+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I love Bali despite the uneven suntanned it gave me.
I love Bali though the food weren't as good as Bangkok.
I love Bali even there aren't many proper shopping malls.
I love Bali though the people there sometime gets quite desperate in selling their products to you; and annoys you till the cow comes home.

*BRIGHT BIG SMILE*
I LOVEEEEE BALI.

Fake vs Real FRIENDS

2009-05-21T19:57:00.000+08:00

FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.
REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.
REAl FRiENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."

FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

FAKE FRIENDS: Will read this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will steal this, just like i did

P/s: I got this from Fran's blog. Adrien, now you know why I always borrow your stuff and never return :D

Tomorrow.

2009-05-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

I will soon be flying to the wonderful, romantic Seminyak beach in Bali. However, tomorrow's trip will be slightly different as I will travel no more with my red Mendoza luggage bag (the bag I used during Hongkie/Macau and Bangkok trip). I gave it to my brother as he needed it more than I do; he travels home from Sydney every year.

So, the above bag is now officially my new travel luggage bag. Yeap, I did the white twirl flora all by myself. :) It's an Elle bag, and I got it with 70% discount; for some scratches! Good deal right?

Anyway, I'm half way packing. Bikini excites me as I can't wait to get my skin burn under the sun :D

At the same time, I'll be missing:-

Jon Boy for cheering up my afternoon despite his joke about my big mouth.
When he was a baby, he thought I could really swallow big things;
eg: bike, planet, car swmming pool

Adrien for fetching me in and out, going here and there..
doing this and that..
FOR ME!
=)

This cute lil boy.

the hokkien drama that I'm soooo hooked up to :)

Afternoon nap :)

Teh aissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!
couldn't leave the house without teh ais IN THIS CUP!
=D

Marcus, my beloved smelly monkey

Won't be bringing him along this time :(

This. :)

That.

& of course...

MOMMMMMMMYYYYY!

and also other people that I loveeeeeeeee =)

Happy Bali! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Alex the next American Idol?

2009-05-21T10:20:00.000+08:00

"Miii, Adam or Kris?"

"I think Adam will win, he has the winner look."

Dad interrupted by saying..

"No! *driving* I strongly think Kris will win lah... Those judges supported Adam, it results the audience to vote for Kris. I think Kris will win tonight."

"Adam will win lah...... you old snake....
dunno anything, never watch but talk so much..."

" Your head lahh... Kris will win, you see lah tonight. That Paula so old still wanna support Adam, so miang..."

"YOU LAH MIANG. OLD SNAKE..."

*silent*

"Okay lah, Alex will win."

"Alex? Who the *toooooot* Alex?"

"Mami, Alex is Dad lah...!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!
funny anot?
*giggle*

Kris & Adam

I've always fancy cute guitarist :)
However, guyliner looks cool too.

Good luck.

The usual Pavilion thing.

2009-05-10T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hello. Before I start talking about the wonderful outing I had, I would want to apologise for what I have said in my previous post. For those who does not know Zhaf & Jeremy, they are straight.
Zharif with a hot girlfriend from London and Jeremy the womanizer.

They are straight. :)

Okay, now back to the topic.
I had two wonderful outing for the past two days. The first outing was a replacement for the outing where it suppose to be right after BCS paper on Thursday. Zhaf, Jemy, Cheryl and I met up in Starbucks Pavilion and we had a couple of iced frap.

We did not plan anything; whether to catch a movie or head to the karaoke. That would be the reason Zhaf and Jemy got the chance to "Demigod" at Starbucks. Since they were busy with their own boy thing, Cheryl and I decided to walk around without them.

Went into a shop that sells alot of trinklet and pendant things for gadgets. Cheryl decided to get one for herself. She did one with her name on a blue strap and I did not get one as my sister already did one for me. So, I thought of getting one for my sister instead but could not make up my mind. I ended up getting nothing. *sigh*

Anyway, this is the phonechain Cheryl and I have now. :)

Not that you ask, Cheryl's phone chain cost her RM17 and mine only RM9.50.
The only difference was she did it in a mall and mine at a pasar malam stall.
And yeah, it took us forever to choose and decide the little alphabets, bells and etc. *hahaa!*

Parted with the 3 of them around 2pm. They were heading to Taylor's College for the Taylor's Got Talent (or something like that).

Last picture taken before we parted.

The second outing was at the same place. It was a last minute thing by the way. Had lunch/teatime with Mr. Wins and Cheryl at Pavilion.
I know, I know you guys might think I'm crazy going to Pavilion almost everyday. It was Mr. Wins suggestion lah. :) *giggle*

That's Mr. Wins behind :P

& before I end this post,
I would want to wish all mommy that are still walking on the earth
a happy and wonderful
Mother's Day!

Mommy, I love you heaps.

Please revert.

2009-05-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hi, this post is dedicated to Zhaf's reader.

Basically, I am really happy because Zhaf responded towards my blogpost. My main objective of posting pictures and making statements which MIGHT ruin their life is to make Zhaf angry.

Now that I have suceed, I shall be encouraged to post MORE!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Bubu has a new hobby now; to post and write about Jemy and Zhaf.

So Close by Jon McLaughlin (Laughing?)

2009-05-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

we’re so close, to reaching that famous happy end.
and almost believing this was not pretend,
let’s go on dreaming for we know we are so close.
so close, and still so far.

........

Visited Vivien's blog and this song pop out in her playlist.
The melody was very nice and the next I did was googled the lyrics.
...

Disappointment colored with sadness
scatters all over my day when I received the SMS.
Now what?

I like this song.
Somehow, so meaningful.

My Bestfriends' Secret

2009-05-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

5 Proofs Why Jemy and Zaf are both GAY.
I got proof! *pffft*
=P

#1
Look at how Zaf holds Jemy's hand.
Dearrrrrrrrlyyyy...

#2Awwwwwwwwwwe..
Happy moments :)

#3KTM mates :P

#4Peace peace :)

5Latest snapshot; after BCS paper
AWWWWWEEE.

I am so tempted to post their pictures up. Sorry guys, temptations are hard to resist.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Exam with Cheryl :)

2009-05-07T12:42:00.000+08:00

This is what will happen to you when you spend the whole night study.

Background: Cheryl repeating " Newspaper's features are...... "

Courtesy of Jemy, the camwhore boy.

P/S: the only thing that separates me from the beautiful beach and Bali sunsets are the one and only BCS paper.

=( Im so sad.

Colors that will fly me

2009-05-06T01:35:00.000+08:00

According to Cheryl,
I have the colors of the world in my cute little pink pencil case.
Nowonder my revision notes are so coorful. *giggle giggle*

...

It's 1:38am now and I am still awake. I know this sounds ironic but I hate staying up late. I get very grumpy, just like an old grandma if I don't get enough of sleep (10 hours would be perfect).

Was doing my IMCOMM and ICHB revision 15 hours ago, and still doing.
This is one of the many consequences of practicing the art of procrastinating.
And just so you know, I am the award winning procrastinator (Zhaf, pls let me have the title).

How I wish today is Thursday. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........

I heart IMCOMM and ICHB.
Bodek sikit... hehehekk

Prayer.

2009-05-05T22:28:00.001+08:00

Dear Father Lord,

Please guide me through ICHB & IMCOMM exam papers tomo. I promise I'll be good & I'll buy You Starbucks as a return; or do You prefer Coffee Bean?

AMEN

I am so stress I don't know where to hide.

IMCOMM & ICHB at Coffee Bean

2009-05-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

Caption: Cheryl's and my kaki busuk. KTM train broke down =(

If Zharif did not took the initiative to call me this morning, I would still be sleeping by now!

*giggle**giggle*

Today should (no papers today) be the second day of our Final Exam Fever.
Promised a few friends to have revision with (sorry Mindy), but I totally forgotten about it. Supposed to meet Zhaf and Cher at 10am SHARP at KL Central this morning but I was still stuck somewhere in the sweetdreams of mine. =)

Anyway, I manage to reach there before 12noon and I am happy with the revision session (Zhaf slept in between). He wasn't feeling quite well and took a few tablets of panadol. Told him the story and a 7 years old boy died due to panadol overdose, he freaked out and didn't want to talk to me for 10 seconds. HEHEHEHEHE...

Jemy came 1 hour late (times 4) = 4 hours. Joined us for break time only.

I hope all of us will pass, or in Zhaf's case, get an A for IMCOMM and ICHB.
God bless and happy studying =)

p/s: I love Coffee Bean more than Starbucks. They have awesome coffee *oooooo* and "Sunrise" would be the best drink ever =P

Final Exam : Day 1 / Magic Ball?

2009-05-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

Caption: Jemy and I at A1 Cafe

Hi. I sat for two exams papers today.
The confusing Media History and Law and, College Study Skills.
We had a long break in between the papers, which was very pathetic.
Jeremy came up with this camwhore mode and got most of us in snaps.
On our way back, the KTM train died in the middle of nowhere. *sigh*
Headed to KLCC for dinner instead.
Fancy a magic ball from Toy'R'Us after that.
Kept asking the same question to the magic ball as it did not gave me a satisfying answer.
Asked for the last time, the answer was still a "no".
Sad, and I am still sad.
However,
I will come back and ask again.
The end. Nights.

Passion

2009-04-26T13:42:00.000+08:00

I wonder if my passion for music has faded?
hmmm..
or is it just guitar?

I wonder..............

<3.
ps: Happy studying! =)

Kelly the disowned kid

2009-04-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

Kelly was born on the 18 April, 1990. Raised by a single parent; her mother which was only 19 when Kelly first celebrated her bithday with a slice of cake at the age of 1 or 2. Kelly doesnt understand most of the things going around her. She thought Barbie dolls were the one she'll spend the rest of her life with. Of course, compared with kids these days, at young age, they would probably know what's the purpose of going through life: we study, we learn, we work and we earn money.

For Kelly's case, her mother were too busy to teach her or to make her understand what's life is all about. Poor Kelly remained stuck in her fairy wonderland.

Her mother, Jo, was a busy working lady struggling to survive. As she had herself with many other boyfriends after work, Jo neglected Kelly.

Soon Kelly was sent to babysitters for care but got abused instead. A few nannys she tried and finally she settled down with one family.

This family, related to the BIG family tree, welcomed Kelly with love and care.

Jo would visit Kelly once in a while and as far as Kelly remember, she had different fathers approaches her each time her mother pays a visit. She didn't care though as her mommy is the one she wanted to see.

Months pass by. Less and less visits were paid. Kelly was officially 5 when her mother stop seeing her.

As years gone by, Kelly stuggled to admit that she was a disowned kid. From primary school down to secondary school, she masked herself so well that people around her thought she were raised with good environment.

Though both of her parents were out of sight, Kelly was lucky enough to have a family that treats her like their own. They loved, cared and provided her comfort. Kelly grew up calling them as "Mommy" and "Daddy" then.

When Kelly turned 19 in 2009, the family of 6 struggled to support Kelly to further her studies. However, they insisted Kelly to get the best education.

That was the time when Kelly decided to let go the pain and start a new life.

For Kelly, she finally understand that throughout her life, she was never a disowned kid in God's eye. And as far as she know, God never disowned her and therefore, He sent this wonderful family to stand behind her, and guide her throughout her life.

C&C=OS

2009-04-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

Christ died for our sins.
1 Corinthians 15:3

The cross...

My, what a piece of wood! History has idolised it and despised it, gold-plated it and burned it, worn and trashed it.
History has done everything to it but ignore it.
That's the one option the cross does not offer.
No one can ignore it.

Max Lucado Everyday Blessing (April 15, pg 120)

A hellful phonebill as a life trigger.

2009-04-25T16:43:00.000+08:00

My heart pounded so fast; just like meeting up with Archuleta. Of course, the context was different this time. The familiar voice of my loved one shouted my name out. I was preparing for college then, clueless as I ran into her room. Her fierce and sharp eyes glared at me ( I could smell trouble ). I masked myself to be calm, prompted out the usual question; "What's wrong?"

It was then I felt the piercing in my heart. The laptop was thrown infront of my face. The Maxis online bill of Jan-April then slapped my face so hard that I could already smell the expensive sum of total phone calls I've made. This would be the worst I could get, or done in my entire life.

Thousands of SMSes, hundreds of calls made from my little no-battery-all-the-time phone. I was questioned despite that I was still stoning there.

It was full of emoness throughout my way to college on a Friday morning; without breakfast.
Breakfast was always the highlight of the day. After submitting my report to one of my lecturer, I headed to the usual hangout place of mine. Had Pattaya from India (the reason why I said this was because I have to wait for my pattaya for more than 30 minutes!). I did a little window shopping and bought a handphone crystal case for my new phone. By the way, bought a new phone (W910) but I'm still deeply in love with my full of pink crystal phone. :D

Headed home at 5ish, the bed was the first thing I made contact with. I slept with my dirty clothes on until 7.38pm, jumped out of bed with fear as she's already home. Took a 5minutes quick shower.

My room door was banged the minute I finished wearing my pyjamas. Knowing it was her, I quickly grap my phone and headed into her room. (that was hell)

I will not talk about the conversation me and my sister had in her room but truth is, I deserve a tight slap. And yes, I got my first and last slap from her.

My mother on the other hand, wanted to cut my hair. She believes that by cutting my hair, I would change. As reluctant as I can be, I screamed my life out. At that moment, I realise how much my hair meant to me. My mom insisted, took a pair of sissors, and was about to cut my hair. However, she didn't because she's softhearted. I still love her.

Some people say I don't learn from my lessons.
They were right.
However, people will change.
I changed.